by remembertoexhale

When I was a kid I dreamed of my 21st, I thought it was going to be fabulous, and I would be surrounded with people I love and care about and I would have a special someone and I would be happy and know where I was going. today I had a mini breakdown because I am scared that no one will come and because I have no idea where I  am going and I thought I would be happy, but I’m just lonely and confused and I can’t even tell you who I am.
I need a map but not one with a final destination.