Remember to Exhale

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introductions

He was kind of like the beginning of a story, you know that feeling when you open a book and you drink in every word like a cold glass of water on a hot day, everything you need to begin again. Except every time I saw him I got that same feeling and I never wanted the book to end. I think the problem was that I thought the book ended once the glass of water was finished and hot days need more than a single glass of water, and that made me kiss him like I was drowning and he was air.

Introduction (let me know if I should continue this story)

There are many nicer sounding ways to say overweight for example; rotund, or curvaceous, slightly on the heavier side, or even voluptuous. The truth is; this guy was just fat, and standing two feet away from me he smelled of sweat and urine. Sweat that had dried and re-sweated a number of times over the course of the day or days. Brown t-shirt with stains on his protruding tummy. He was the sort of person my mother might call an unsavoury character… and yet he had the soft eyes of a honey bear.

haiku#147

All the rooms are so
empty, won’t you come and
fill the void in mine?

haiku#146

Will you take these hands
that are so cold and lifeless
hold them between yours

haiku#145

and so she carried
her head high above her heart
and started over

I hate you

I hate that I want you so much
I hate that I can’t have you
I hate the fact that I crave your sound
after I haven’t heard it in a while
I hate that you can’t see me
I hate it I hate it I hate it
I hate that you’ve almost become a fixed point in my life
and I hate that your arm around my shoulders is better
than any kiss from any hot guy
I hate that you care
I hate that you forget about me
I hate that I can’t understand our relationship
I hate that I’m so comfortable with you
I hate you
but I seriously love you
and I hate that I drop everything as soon you ask me to

haiku#144

how do you make your
heart stop loving someone if
you stop breathing too

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